If only I knew how
There is a garden in me,
hidden with flowers no one has seen.
Their petals stretch toward a sun I can barely touch,
a warmth glowing quietly, like fire in a lantern,
safe but aching to break free.
I wish you could see it,
this light, this flame.
It’s enough to survive a thousand winters,
but here it is, flickering in silence,
waiting in the deep places of my heart.
I have gathered stars for you
whole constellations cupped in my hands,
but when I try to give them,
they slip through my fingers
and fall back into the dark.
My love speaks in a language
I haven’t learned,
a soft whisper , always just out of reach,
and I stumble,
trying to give it shape,
to bring it to you in a way you’d feel,
like sunlight, like rain, like something real.
If only I knew how to hold you in this light
and let it speak for me.
If only you knew
how deep, how quiet,
how endless
this love truly is.
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